Then I took a breath and went to pantry to make a cup of tea.. In the silent pantry while making the tea, I was thinking.. I’m really tired.. What do I need to ease my feeling and gain some spirit? Then a thought came to me.. I need a hug.. Someone who would hug me and say that everything will be fine.. I don’t need all my problems to be disappeared, as new problems may come.. I need someone to comfort me..

Then not long later I got a message from my junior on university, one of my best friend, the one I consider as my sister. She told her problem in her family, how she felt so sad and disappointed. She said sorry to disturb me while I work, but she need to tell someone her feeling.

I felt so sorry for her, I felt sad. Then I realized, she need a hug more than me.. I wished I could hug her and tell that everything will be fine..

How strange that it was not happen only once that sometimes you just feel the need to give something to someone else, something that you actually need and ask.. How God teach us to give while we in need.. to encourage us to be less pitying ourselves.. that we should not focus on ourselves..

For those who need a hug.. give someone a hug and you’ll get a hug back..